Reading New Books

Went to the book fair last weekend and had this books.

Retrieve some good words from the book:

爱情不能讨价还价，

有感觉就有感觉， 没有感觉就 始终没感觉，

完全勉强不来，能够培养起来的，

是友情不是爱情。

[欧阳文风]

成长是一条没有回头的路， 只能一直往前走。

我虽已不再是一个追风的少年，也没有在蓝天下奔驰追逐高飞的风筝，

但是我日日夜夜都在追逐一件我长的再大、活的再大，永远都不会放弃的事，

那就是：理想与爱情。

[Antonia Paoliello(张晓东)]

摘自：<<男男自语>>

完全是我所向往的！

还没阅读完， 相信还有更多名言。

还有一本欧阳文风的书等着我，不知为何爱上了他的文笔。

那书是<<同根生>>。

 

下回再谈我对这两本书的读后感。

Kyan

My Ultimate Goal in My Life: Gay Family Values

Wosh, almost one month since last post.

We are in weird situation now.

Both of us feel awkward to meet each other.

Haiz, let it be lah.

My first subscription for a youtube channel.

Such a lovely family.

Who said gay couple cannot have children.

Check out all the videos in the channel.

It tells everything.

I am not paid to promote their channel. haha... ...

Just love their videos.

So real, full of love, love and it still love.

Check it out yo :]

Gay Family Values Youtube Channel

Cheers... ...

Kyan

Goodbye...

《我的歌声里》
词曲：曲婉婷（

没一点点防备
也没有一丝顾虑
你就这样出现在我的世界里
带给我惊喜   " 情不自已 "
可是你偏又这样
在我不知不觉中悄悄的消失
从我的世界里没有音讯剩下的只是回忆
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里

还记得我们曾经肩并肩走过那段繁华巷口
尽管你我是陌生人是过路人
但彼此还是感觉到了对方的一个眼神、一个心跳
一种意想不到的快乐
好像是一场梦境  “ 命中注定 ”
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里 

世界之大为何我们相遇
难道是缘分、难道是天意

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里、我的心里、我的歌声里

 

Nice song and well written lyrics :]

Kyan

Miss U (Day 02)

Guys, wish me luck.

I am gonna ask how he feels on me.

If he is a straight, then that's the end.

Hope I can really pull myself out from him.

I think I really fall hard on him.

I know I am in big trouble now :(

Kyan

Miss U (Day 01)

I am such a crap.

I am really suffering now.

My fonder on you grows wildly since I confronted to you.

I thought I can pull myself out from you then.

But, I feel even worse on it.

I really miss you so much.

Gary, do you know it?

I miss the time be with you.

You make my life happier and much filling.

You are so nice to me and make my existance more meaningful.

Could you hear the voice from my heart?

Kyan

Pre-Convocation Post

Work like a cow last few weeks.

Following a series of online teaching videos that related to my research topic.

Reading, Going classes (some boring university subjects), meeting... ...

Finally, it's my big day - my Convocation day.

Free out some time to post something here as it's already one month I didn't post anything. Haha.

The ceremony is this afternoon.

Quite upset and emo as my father cann't make it and wait until the day.

It"s already two years.

It gets better now.

"Dad, I get the award as I promised to you during my first year study."

Sure you will be very pround of it if you are here.

Gonna go and prepare for the ceremony.

Forget.

Congratulations to ALL my mates and 

 Big Big Thank you to my lecturers, friends and family who do help me alot during my undergraduate Uni life.

Muacks... ...

Cheers,

Kyan

Changes???

I am tougher and more mature after the four year undergraduate university life.

(That's what I thinklah)

Cause a lot of things happen within the four years.

But, feel not much changes on my campus life.

Alone, alone, and still alone

Loneliness hitting me again.

Eat alone.

Study alone.

Shop alone.

Walk alone.

Watching movie alone.

Sleep alone all the night... ...

Much much more things done alone.

Even I am typing this post alone.

Suddenly, I am emo cause after a whole day work and brain storming.

The feeling of loneliness will hit u hardly after u are free.

Agree?

Am I use to it already?

Probably not. It even harder when I am a postgraduate.

All my friends have starting their another life journey.

Anyone? Who are waiting outside for me?

Could u please appear in front of me now?

Kyan