U guys may think anything special for my Chinese New Year this year as I mention in the title.
Actually it's nothing special for my Chinese New Year on food, places where I visit to or friends and relatives that I meet up.
It's about someone that is special and important to me now come to "knock" my door.
(I think I'm the one who knock his door first. Hahahaha... ... Whatever)
I do believe when you lose someone that you love, the other one who love you will come just in term of time whether it is one year, two year, three... ....
He appears exactly at the time of 2 years after I lose my father.
It's so coincident, right?
I do believe it is my fate, is it? ( 缘分-yuan fen)
Hahaha, I think so.
Guys, don't give up the things that u're hoping for with the only condition is you have to work on it.
Grab it as "tight" as u can when it appears. (So blunt)
So tired after tidying my room.
Finally, got the scholarship from mu Uni. Damn 爽， just pay half of the total study fees.
Waiting for my allowances. Money money come hehehe... ...
Be humble. OkOk
A big thank you to my cousin sister.
Sorry for making you waiting so long this morning.
(So many procedure to go through for the registration + so many people)
Thanks for your help.
Four years ago, it's you.
Today, four year after its still you. (But my father has gone)
Again, sorry for leaving my blog sooooo long without any notification.Hehe… …
I am busy with my FYP.
Finally, it almost comes to an end and will hand it in this week.
Not completely finish yet because I still need to summarize out and publish it in journal.
It is better to have some published works now as I am going to continue my study on PHD!
Then, all the papers can help to support and promote me during the research.
YUP, YES… I am going to study PHD!
Already make up my mind, need to prepare myself and struggle in study for another 3 years. (Nak susah-susah dahulu, senang kemudian) just my personal point of view lah.
Both mentally and physically.
Sound like going for war. HAHAHA… …
Ok, next topic. I am that boring actually. No much life.
I think it will be my first and last time to have Japanese food buffet in that particular restaurant.
The reason is it is so expansive, RM 70 per person!!!0.0
The food is just better than average.
It is still too expensive for me.
It is a gathering with my coursemates and seniors.
I attend it because this is the last time to gather liao.
Besides, I am upset by one of my friends recently.
He is the one who first I came out to.
He is the first who I let him know my blog.
Whatever, I just wanna post it right now.
I donn’t care whether he comes across this post or not.(Already in a bitch mode)
Currently, he tries to avoid and run away from me because of some comments.
“Are you in a relationship with him?”
“Where is your boyfriend?”
I am a monster to him now cause he said he is afraid of me.
He said I become so brave now and may do something on him.
OMG!!!
Am I wrong to be honest to someone that I can trust to?
I donn’t know.
Maybe I am trying to share too many things with him likes I will discuss some interesting posts from you guys with him, share the books that I had read recently and gives my opinions on some gay topics.
Sorry, maybe it is too much for a super straight people.
Seems like those are the reasons why he misunderstands me that I am interested on him.
I don’t have any PLU friends in real life.
My friend, please understand it.
So sad, the friendship is just too weak to overcome all these.
Sorry, friend. You are still my BFF.
Haiz, no friend can share my happiness and sadness anymore liao.
This is hw Singapore well accept to LGBT people. Let me know yours feeling.
HIM : eer
dunno why
de video is good
but sumtime dis kind of video
misleading
means sometime ppl who are not LGBT who watch dis video, will get infected
get wat i meant?
ME : U mean those who are straight will turn to gay?
HIM : Ya
ME : Don't know, maybe. Hope u become gay as well. Haha.
Because I hv feeling to u for the time beeing. Seem I am too much to u, right!!!
Don't curse me at the back.
HIM : wont
i understand ur feeling
last time in (XXX) u already not straight de a ?
hw come i din realize
haha
Luckily, he didn’t unfriend me from the facebook after the chat.
I am just afraid that he will be annoyed when I try to chat with him on the topic again.
I am not afraid that he is a straight as I know the argument that nobody can change ones’ sexual preference as it comes in naturally.
Then, I will let my feeling on him gone.
Note: I suppose to post this on last week but I am sick due to the skin allergy. Still on the recovery process as it is quite serious. I will post the photo on the part of my body which is attacked by the skin disease in future. It is disgusting. Haha… …
Don’t misunderstanding, I am not going to talk about the movie!
Finally, it is my last semester in university and it started yesterday.
I think it may be the last longest break in my life which starts from the first day of Chinese New Year as I am going to turn to working life upon my graduation.
I need the money!!!
I am quite busy last week.
I accompanied my mum to go for a medical check-up in a private hospital that was recommended by one of her friends.
The reason is my mum always complaint that her left thigh and calf will become numb and pain after she walks a short distance.
In short, the result is not that welcoming as my mum needs to undergo a surgery in order to totally cure the illness.
It cannot be cured by taking the medicine orally or by injection anymore.
Then, it comes to the MONEY issue again.
In fact, my mum does go to the government hospital for treatments but the doctor just prescribe a simple medical treatment for her as they claim that she still can walk and do her daily works.
WTH!!!
I am still waiting the detailed medical report from the second medical check-up of my mum as it will determined the cost of the operation.
It involves a surgery on my mum’s veterbral as the pain and numb is due to the deformation of the main nerve that runs through the spinal cord.
Normally, it is caused by aging of human’s body.
It will cost around 10K if my mum’s physical backbones fitness is good.
If the situation is not that expected, it will cost around 40K.
Sometimes, I just feel better to stay in my hostel.
I can just keep my mind off those problems from my mind and focus on my study.
Feel guilty now.
I love my mum and my family so much until I don’t know how to tell them that I am depressed with all the problems.
It seems like I have double personality which I pretend to be very happy and joyful once I am with my family and my mind will turn negatively and always push myself to the limit when I am alone.
Besides, my mind will automatically switch to the fact that it is my responsibility to work really hard now in order for me to be able to take good care of my family in future.
PS: Run away to Singapore alone on last Saturday for Singapore Airshow 2012. I feel quite disappointed by the variation of aircrafts that being displayed as they are different as promised by the authorities. Boeing 787 and Jackie’s Chan private business jet are not on static display during the day of airshow that open for publics. Haiz… …
