孤单， 想念

曾几何时我开始害怕烟火的热闹，

又曾几何时我开始害怕过年的感觉。

想必是因我太想念爸爸，

爸爸就是在那热闹的过年期间离开了我。

爸爸， 我真的很想你！

P.s: The atmospheres which full with fireworks here really make me feel like Chinese New Year. Written at 12.00a.m.

Uni Life 3

Having a short course today and tomorrow.

It is compulsory and I have to spend my whole weekend for the course.

Haiz, thought it will be very boring but something happens to me today.

Firstly, it is a course for the entire faculty’s undergraduates.

It means that I am going to meet with other guys from other courses as well. Hehe… …J

There is a guy who had to be my classmate for an elective subject that I took as well last two semester ago.

Today, I am attracted by him.

Not by his outlook.

He is sitting with his friends which are just one row in front of me.

He is so playful that put his hand on his friend’s shoulder,

Sometimes, cross his leg on his friend’s thigh,

Sometimes, whisper something at his friend’s ear,

And some more but quite difficult for me to describe here.

Those actions just like the other couples will do.

Ya, I haven’t mention that it is a guy sits beside him.

All the scenes give me a sense that are they a couple?

Then, I am thinking how nice if I have a boyfriend like him that can tease me when I feel bored.

But don’t too much lah.

Besides, I am attracted by his broad smile when he is having some jokes with his friends.

I am even thinking of him now. Haha… …

He is so different from others.

I am not thinking of having sex with him but wanna having a relationship with him.

Going to meet him again tomorrow, hehe… …

Guys, is it a crush? @.@

Cheers… …

Uni Life 2

Tired......

Writting my design report now.

I am the only one at that level of my Uni IT centre.

Have a one day industrial visit with my class mate to Melaka yesterday.

Nice and fun.

Although I have been going to Melaka a few times before, this time I am more enjoying it.

The reason is I am mixing around and following those of my playful Indian friends.

I am so "1 Malaysia" ho :]

They all are smart and intelligence although they are playful.

Their philosophy is "work hard, play hard"

And it is my first time to play snooker.

So innocent, right.

It is nice to have a short trip as it does help me to recharge and refresh my minds.

Early wishing:

"Happy Deepavali"

Cheers... ...

Uni Life

I know it is quite weird to post a blog around 5 in the morning!

The resaon is really unbelievable for me to have internet access in my hostel room.

However, it is only available on the off-peak period.

Studying now :(

The uni life becomes more and more hectic as it approaches the season for tests.

Projects, assignments and tests are coming in all the time without any break.

It's graduation season.

Congratulation to all my graduated friends.

Good luck!!!

Me, still have one more year to go. 

It is a four years course.

Need to work hard for the gold medal.

Still single and alone all the time.

Congratz to those bloggers that have found their loved one.

Cheers... ...

Life 8

Back to Uni.

All back to normal.

I gonna be very busy for this semester.

The reason is I need to do my final year thesis start from now.

So, sorry guys.

My blog will not be updated so frequently.

I need to prepare myself and be ready for all the challenges throughout my study this year.

Go! Go! Go! Kyan……

Cheers……

Love 2

Remember my 'love one' that I mentioned before.

I miss him again :(

His recent posts on fb make me confuse about his sexuality.

Should I ask him?

But, I cann't do that cause I promised not to disturb him anymore.
The reason is I told him before that I like him.
Then, he didn't reply me anymore cause he is a straight???
Me, crazy right!

What should I do?

I donn't have the courage to chat with him on fb anymore. Haiz......

Help! Help! Help!

Life 7

 I am just lazy to blog last few days. >.<

The reason is finally I finished my industrial training on last week &

 I am at my hometown now for barely a week rest before my new semester starts.

Time flies, it is my final year!

Hu…………….sh…………

An adventurous week @.@

25 August 2011 (Thursday):

My boss came back and called me to his office and asked me to report to him on those tasks that he ordered me to work on before.

Oh no, I am too honest that I was telling him I had submitted my report to the university.

Boss:     Why you didn’t let me gone through it before you submitted the report? Why you didn’t report to me on your progress on works? I know you’re really initiative in doing the works given. You’re working hard. But, you cannot keep working on your own works and do not report to others.  Remember you are working in a group.

Me:      ……

Boss:   You need to ask the works from others as well. Ok. Please send me the softcopy of the report that you hand in to your lecturer.

Me:      Ok. Sorry, I know my mistakes now.

Deng, deng,deng,deng something gonna happen.

Boss:    KXXX YXX, could you please come to my office now!

Me:      Yes.

Boss:    I want you to get back all the physical copies of your report that you have send out as soon as           possible. Do you know some of the information that you included in the report are confidential and company’s proprietary.  You may be charged if those important information leak to other competitors.

Me:      (Sweating) Ok. Ok. I will call my lecturer now.

Boss:    Please let me know when you can get back the physical copies. As soon as possible. Don’t be innocent. All the companies are the same. Hope you learn the lesson.

Me:     Ok.

Me, Rush out from the office and called back to Malaysia.

Thanks, God.

My lecturer hasn’t back to Raya.

He asks me back to Uni tomorrow morning and collects the reports.

Not choice, I have to take leave on Friday and back to Malaysia.

Rush back to Malaysia and Uni after working that day.

Me like joining ‘Amazing Race’.

26 August 2011 (Friday):

Back to Uni on the early morning.

On the way, I receive a call from my third uncle.

Oh no, my second uncle just passed away in the hospital.

27/28 August 2011 (Saturday & Sunday)

Attending my uncle’s funeral ceremony.

Staying at his house.

29 August 2011 (Monday)

Back to Singapore and hand in the report to my boss.

Continue working.

Rush back to Malaysia cause need to attend the funeral again.

30 August 2011 (Tuesday) Hari Raya Aidilfitri:

Send my uncle’s to the crematory.

End of my uncle’s life journey.

Bye, uncle. You are always in my mind.

Maybe, he is meeting with my father now.

Back to Singapore again at night.

Spend the last few days in the company on preparing my presentation to the general manager.

Sorry to say he is an old American guy.

31 August/1-2 September 2011:

Work! Work! Work!

Finally, I can pull through the week.

Have a good rest at home now :]

Cheers…………