Again, sorry for leaving my blog sooooo long without any notification.Hehe… …
I am busy with my FYP.
Finally, it almost comes to an end and will hand it in this week.
Not completely finish yet because I still need to summarize out and publish it in journal.
It is better to have some published works now as I am going to continue my study on PHD!
Then, all the papers can help to support and promote me during the research.
YUP, YES… I am going to study PHD!
Already make up my mind, need to prepare myself and struggle in study for another 3 years. (Nak susah-susah dahulu, senang kemudian) just my personal point of view lah.
Both mentally and physically.
Sound like going for war. HAHAHA… …
Ok, next topic. I am that boring actually. No much life.
I think it will be my first and last time to have Japanese food buffet in that particular restaurant.
The reason is it is so expansive, RM 70 per person!!!0.0
The food is just better than average.
It is still too expensive for me.
It is a gathering with my coursemates and seniors.
I attend it because this is the last time to gather liao.
Besides, I am upset by one of my friends recently.
He is the one who first I came out to.
He is the first who I let him know my blog.
Whatever, I just wanna post it right now.
I donn’t care whether he comes across this post or not.(Already in a bitch mode)
Currently, he tries to avoid and run away from me because of some comments.
“Are you in a relationship with him?”
“Where is your boyfriend?”
I am a monster to him now cause he said he is afraid of me.
He said I become so brave now and may do something on him.
OMG!!!
Am I wrong to be honest to someone that I can trust to?
I donn’t know.
Maybe I am trying to share too many things with him likes I will discuss some interesting posts from you guys with him, share the books that I had read recently and gives my opinions on some gay topics.
Sorry, maybe it is too much for a super straight people.
Seems like those are the reasons why he misunderstands me that I am interested on him.
I don’t have any PLU friends in real life.
My friend, please understand it.
So sad, the friendship is just too weak to overcome all these.
Sorry, friend. You are still my BFF.
Haiz, no friend can share my happiness and sadness anymore liao.
(I suppose to post this on last week but I am really busy as this month is critical for me to finish up my FYP)
So, sorry guys. (Who care... ...)
Whateverlah!
It was my graduation dinner yesterday (Sunday, 29 April 2012).
Everything is just fine.
Surelah, spotted some handsome guys. Haha… …
My attire for the dinner.
I dimmed it out purposely. Malulah.
(Then, still wanna post it)
All of us know human is complicated, right.
Quite perasan when I have photo shooting session with my friends.
Actually, I have come out to most of my friends officially and unofficially. (Just wanna be honest to them)
The consequence is some of them are making fun of me during the dinner.
Like asking me and my friend to keep closer, try to hold my friend’s waist when they are taking the photo for us.
I know their intention is good but it is out in public.
Furthermore, I have the sense that my friend is telling to one of my friend that “this guy is gay” although they are talking in other language when my friend put his arms over my shoulder which is normal to guys when taking a photo, right.
Then, my friend quickly put his arm down from me.
Haiz, am I thinking too much?
I know this is just the beginning.
Where is my boyfriend???
Boyfriend wanted!!!
Anyone interested pls send me an email. HAHA… …
(OMG, I am putting myself into danger)
Recently, I am addicted to this Korean drama "Life is Beautiful".
(Curi-curi masa untuk release my tension). Hehe... ...
