Love Love Love

First time, I decide the title of the blogpost before I finish writting up the post. haha.

Busy with so many things.

Busy with research on my study and my boyfriend (Opps)

Don't know why I just love to cook for him.

So easy to feed him, he likes everthing that I prepare for him.

"Because I put in my love on it????" Wuahahahaha

(Sorry ya, a bit too much)

Feel so glad that I can meet him in my life.

Just want to pour all my love to him, don't care anymore.

Love and to be loved, only can feel it when you really start loving someone.

Love is not blind, love just make our llife more complete.

I saw a meteor again yesterday.

I also dont know why I always have the luck to notice the meteor since I am together with my boyfriend.

Good sign, can make more wishes then. Hahaha.

Make a wish again, hope me and D can be together forever.

(Note: D is the nick name I give to my boyfriend, it sounds nothing special but just love to call him as )
Forget to mention in prrevious blog.

Normally, I will call him D~~~ (wth longer tone) hahaha, know?know?

 (Ooi Ooi, enough is enough)

Repeating this song again and again when I am writting this post.

Although it is a super old song but just nice to listen to during a quite night.

 

 Title: Tonight I celebrate my love

Love you, D

Love,

Kyan

Back to Normal

Huh???? Sound so wrong for the title. Hahaha

I means back to normal day of my life.

Studying, reading, writing and DATING.

Hahaha, that's becoming a normal routine for me now.

My D visited my hometown on last Saturday and he stay at my house as well.

Feel so happy and D said its like we are back to my home for holiday from Canada.

For your information, both of us are planning to move to Canada where gay marriage is recognized and protected under the law. Hopefully.

My mum kept telling me to treat D well when we reached home. She kept smiling at D as she didn't know what to say. Funny moment. Hahaha

(I think it is because my mum didn't know that D is my boyfriend)

D, sorry ya didn't realize that the air-con is too cold for you that night and cann't hug D. :(

I am so happy that I had my first trip with my D to KL last week although it is short and non official as we went there to settle some stuffs. Hehe.

D, I really enjoy the trip.

Thank you, my lovely D

Love

Kyan

First Time :)

Hmmmmmm........ Such a long time I didn't update my blog.

Sorry. Hahaha.

Waiting for the boyfriend to get his stuffs done and I am using his iPad to update my blog. Hehe.

This is my first time of using an iPad to update it. Hahaha.

Bedsides, this is also my first time come to my boyfriend's 'hometown' and have a look on it. Hahaha

So many first time with the boyfriend, below are the list:  LOL

My first boyfriend and last boyfriend. (Hopefully) hahahaha

(Good memories)

First kiss.

First hug.

Fist holding hands

First dating.

First cooking.

First shopping.

First driving together to visit each hometown.

First having the chance to see a meteor and make wishes. ( not easy hor to have seen the meteor just from the balcony of a apartment ) hahaha

First planning for OUR future.

First planning on how is ours first home gonna looked like.

First.......

First......

First.......

First.......

(Bad memories but good lessons)

First being so worried for some one that I loved.

First crying for someone that I loved.

First having little fights with someone that I loved.

First having arguments with someone that I loved. ( because I am too stingy) hahaha

First experiencing car broke down at night.

Dear, hope there are endless of good first time with you in future

Sure there are bad things gonna happen in future, we can overcome all of them, sure we can dear.

I believe that we can.

Thank you, my dear.😘

Love from,

Kyan

Special Chinese New Year????

U guys may think anything special for my Chinese New Year this year as I mention in the title.

Actually it's nothing special for my Chinese New Year on food, places where I visit to or friends and relatives that I meet up.

It's about someone that is special and important to me now come to "knock" my door.

(I think I'm the one who knock his door first. Hahahaha... ... Whatever)

I do believe when you lose someone that you love, the other one who love you will come just in term of time whether it is one year, two year, three... ....

 He appears exactly at the time of 2 years after I lose my father.

It's so coincident, right?

I do believe it is my fate, is it? ( 缘分-yuan fen)

Hahaha, I think so.

Guys, don't give up the things that u're hoping for with the only condition is you have to work on it.

Grab it as "tight" as u can when it appears. (So blunt)

Understand???

Love

Kyan

Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

I know its already the sixth day of the new year.

But it's still not that late, right. Hehe... ...

And it's the time of the year again for the prayer of the day when my father passed away.

Officially it steps into the third year without you.

Dad, how are you been there?

We all are fine here.

I knew you're coming back home on Chinese New Year eve as a moth.

HAHAHA... ...

Chinese believe moth is the animal that represent our passed away relatives.

I tried to do the "huat kueh" by myself yesterday night, but it ended up it doesn't look "huat" <rise up properly> at all.

Haiz... ... But good try.

The higher the cake rises up means the more money we are able to earn. HAHAHA... ...

All Ang Pows that I get from my relatives. Big money, big money... ...hehe :]

 

It's the year of snake.

As my chinese zodiac sign is snake as well means it gonna be a super tough year for me.

I need to be extra careful on decision making.

Think twice before any actions are made.

Good luck to myself.

It's gathering, gathering still gathering with my teachers and friends.

Tension up with their achievements. Sign.

  Quite a few of them graduate from Singapore, UK and Japan.

Asking my friend to bring back a DSLR camera from Japan when he comes back next time.

Much much cheaper there.

Guys, any suggestion for the camera?

Hope he is ok. Hehe... ...

Gonna start working like a bull and horse (做牛做马) from next week.

Don't want to think so much now.

Just wanna relax and enjoy my holidays now. Woohooo... ...

Kyan

Mess up [明明就]

Kind of complicated relation with him now.

He starts to sms me out for playing badminton after two months of silence when I confronted to him.

I still can control my feelings on him.

However, he didn't talk much to me since then.

After every matches, I just go off and he didn't even say a single word.

He just mingle around with his friends.

I am like the outsider.

But I still show up whenever he requests for the match. "Stupid, right?"

He just cann't stay alone with me as he will make sure at least one of his friends is attending as well.

Why?

I know he still counts me as his friend but the feeling and atmosphere is still not right yet.

 真的是“剪不断，理还乱！”

New song from Jay Chou:

明明就

演唱：周杰伦

糖果罐里好多颜色
微笑却不甜了
你的某些快乐
在没有我的时刻

中古世纪的城市里
我想就走到这
海鸥不再眷恋大海
可以飞更远

远方传来风笛
我只在意有你的消息
请把为爱收走秘密
而我为你守着回忆

明明就不喜欢牵手
为何却主动把手勾
你的心事太多
我不会说破

明明就他比较温柔
也许他能给你更多
不用抉择
我会自动变朋友

糖果罐里好多颜色
微笑却不甜了
你的某些快乐
在没有我的时刻

中古世纪的城市里
我想就走到这
海鸥不再眷恋大海
可以飞更远

这里的“我”依然是“我”，

这里的“你”依然是“你”，

但， 这里的“他”却是“她”

Merry Christmas :)

Kyan

Reading New Books

Went to the book fair last weekend and had this books.

Retrieve some good words from the book:

爱情不能讨价还价，

有感觉就有感觉， 没有感觉就 始终没感觉，

完全勉强不来，能够培养起来的，

是友情不是爱情。

[欧阳文风]

成长是一条没有回头的路， 只能一直往前走。

我虽已不再是一个追风的少年，也没有在蓝天下奔驰追逐高飞的风筝，

但是我日日夜夜都在追逐一件我长的再大、活的再大，永远都不会放弃的事，

那就是：理想与爱情。

[Antonia Paoliello(张晓东)]

摘自：<<男男自语>>

完全是我所向往的！

还没阅读完， 相信还有更多名言。

还有一本欧阳文风的书等着我，不知为何爱上了他的文笔。

那书是<<同根生>>。

 

下回再谈我对这两本书的读后感。

Kyan