Monday 4 June 2012

Long Long Time

It gonna be a long post.
Again, sorry for leaving my blog sooooo long without any notification.  Hehe… …
I am busy with my FYP.
Finally, it almost comes to an end and will hand it in this week.
Not completely finish yet because I still need to summarize out and publish it in journal.
It is better to have some published works now as I am going to continue my study on PHD!
Then, all the papers can help to support and promote me during the research.
YUP, YES… I am going to study PHD!
Already make up my mind, need to prepare myself and struggle in study for another 3 years. (Nak susah-susah dahulu, senang kemudian) just my personal point of view lah.
Both mentally and physically.
Sound like going for war. HAHAHA… …


Ok, next topic. I am that boring actually. No much life.
I think it will be my first and last time to have Japanese food buffet in that particular restaurant.
The reason is it is so expansive, RM 70 per person!!!0.0
The food is just better than average.
It is still too expensive for me.
It is a gathering with my coursemates and seniors.
I attend it because this is the last time to gather liao.

Besides, I am upset by one of my friends recently.
He is the one who first I came out to.
He is the first who I let him know my blog.
Whatever, I just wanna post it right now.
I donn’t care whether he comes across this post or not.  (Already in a bitch mode)

Currently, he tries to avoid and run away from me because of some comments.
“Are you in a relationship with him?”
“Where is your boyfriend?”

I am a monster to him now cause he said he is afraid of me.
He said I become so brave now and may do something on him.
OMG!!!
Am I wrong to be honest to someone that I can trust to?
I donn’t know.
Maybe I am trying to share too many things with him likes I will discuss some interesting posts from you guys with him, share the books that I had read recently and gives my opinions on some gay topics.
Sorry, maybe it is too much for a super straight people.
Seems like those are the reasons why he misunderstands me that I am interested on him.
I don’t have any PLU friends in real life.
My friend, please understand it.
So sad, the friendship is just too weak to overcome all these.
Sorry, friend. You are still my BFF.

Haiz, no friend can share my happiness and sadness anymore liao.
Wanna go for travelling after all this.
BUT no “kaki”.
Any volunteer who are free on this coming August.
I am serious.

Nice commercial.
Hope can boarded it one day.

A visit of the Airbus A380 demonstrator aircraft

 
Cheers… …
Kyan

8 comments:

  1. ohhhh..someone gonna get Permanent.Head.Damage soon =P hahaha...that is a good decision..finish every single level of study u can 1st, then can think of working =)

    70 bucks for japanese buffet? sound like a restaurant i been to XD hohohoho

    give him some time..just like u said, maybe he's a bit shocked and confuse with the amount of info he got..eventhough I came out to my friends, I kept this life pretty private from them

    For now, focus 1st k =)

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    1. Erm, hope I willn't become "botak" then.
      Really??? Where is it? Where is it?
      Ya, this is just part of my life.
      Life is drama, agree?
      Haha... ...

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    2. somewhere around bangi, not??hehehe =P

      well, that's what make it is interesting..if not, it just gonna be mundane and boring..haha

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    3. Nope.
      Reply you through email.
      Hehe... ...

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  2. Wah!! PHD! Awesome!!

    Not long also la this post.. Haha, but anyways..
    You can tell him straight up that you are uncomfortable with him acting like that la.. Make him understand that not every guy wants to rape a guy.. Not the same cause for guys and girls but oh well.. LOL

    Can always talk to me la! haha! I be your friend. :P

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    1. Sound nice but have to struggle then.

      Dear friend,
      Thank you ;]
      I get knowing from one of my friend that he is trying to repair his "image" now and I am the one who destroy his reputation in front of others.
      That it. the friendship is game over.

      Haha..

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  3. Awesome, cheers for u

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    1. Thank you :]
      No intention to continue studying?

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