Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Is It True?

爱,真的要拥有才能快乐吗?

默默得在一旁守候你所爱的人,

默默得怀念你曾经所拥有过他的爱,

有时,也是一种幸福。





Intresting... ...

Cheers... ...
Kyan


 

Sunday, 25 March 2012

Sharing

Just wanna share an interesting link here.
That site is recommended by my lecturer.
It helps to relieve my tension.

It shows all the flights that are flying on the sky.
It is a real time display with only 5 minutes delay on the data transmission.
It's interesting and fun. (Maybe it only for me)
The aircrafts are just like fishes in the aquarium.
Haha.

The information of the aircraft will be shown when you click on it.
Explore it.
Have fun.

Cheers... ...

Kyan
 

Saturday, 24 March 2012

Problem??

Testing... Testing... 1 2 3 Check Check
It seems like my blog is not updated in some of your guy's blog list.
It maybe causes by the changing of my URL address few weeks back.
I have change it back to the original URL.
Does you guys receive any update from my blog now?
Some responses, please... ...

Cheers... ...

Kyan


Friday, 23 March 2012

Uni Life 7.5

7.5? Haha... ...
The reason is I will normally post in my blog once a week when I am in Uni.
But, this is my second post for this week.
So, put it as 7.5.
Who cares? LOL

Edugaytion

Our Stories



Recently, I finish reading these two books.
Those had been released quite a few years ago.
Both by 欧阳文风.

Edugaytion:
It pointed out how anti-homosexual peoples or parties in criticizing and slandering LGBT communities without any evidences.
After reading, you will feel that those peoples are really stupid and innocent.
Sorry, it's sound rude but its true.
Guys, we need to stand out for ourselve.

Our Stories:
It consists of 15 true love stories from 15 LGBT around the world and all of them are chinese.
They are from China, Hong Kong, Malaysia, Canada and etc.
Maybe one of the stories is your story as well.

By the way, I came across this video when I searched for the video of the production of A380 for Malaysia Airlines.
It is a flash mob in KLIA on 14 January 2012.


It really shows that Malaysia is a multi-racial country.
I like the first part and the last part of the video.
The songs are nice and the girl sings very well.
For those who study abroad, do always miss your home, Malaysia.
LOL.

Cheers... ...

Kyan

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

Uni Life 7

Busy!Busy!Busy!
Stress up with the final year project and assignment.
Although I am just having 12 credit hours for this semester, the workload much much more than 12.
Lecturers keep requesting this and that.
So, I need to search those and that within the given duration.

But I still have time to think about HIM. Haha... ...
As expected, he didn't reply my message on facebook.
I just want him to respond whether he is straight, bi or gay. 
It seems like I am crazy.
I just want to be honest to myself.

Hw?Hw?Hw?
He didn't reply my message.
Should I messsage him again?
Or just wait?
It is already one week.

He is on facebook now.
What should I do?
I just want to clarify.
That's all.

 By the way, have you ever been chatting with your mum in the phone with almost one hour non-stop?
I did it just now.
I just find out that I am talkative when I am with my mum whether in phone or we confront each other especially at home.

Monday, 12 March 2012

Loneliness?


I was just too lazy and the mood was not with me in writing any post last week.
Besides, I will be really busy with my final year project this week.

Since I am quite free last two weeks, I am back to my aunt’s house for a short stay during the weekend.
My aunt’s house is quite near to my university.
In short, I am with my aunt and cousins all the time and I really enjoy the time being with them.
They treat me like their own son and like their younger brother.

However, I just have a feeling that something is missing and incomplete.
I am hoping that my “special someone” is beside me and it keeps me thinking of HIM.

Someone that I can share my joyous moment with.
Someone that I can share my feelings with.
Someone that I can share my thoughts with.
Someone that can comfort me during the hardest time.

Guys, is it loneliness?

Yup, I am so desperate now. Haha… …
Some of you may know who HIM is as I have mentioned HIM in my older post.
The desire on asking HIM about his sexuality becomes stronger these few days.
But I am the one who promise not to disturb him anymore in future after I come out to HIM and tell him the truth that I like HIM.
How dare I am.

Should I write a message to HIM and tell HIM what’s my feelings now?
Asking HIM what’s your preference?
Are you into me?

 
Below are some parts of the last chatting between me and HIM on facebook:
HIM    : eer, no feeling towards gals...
              reli a sad case @@
ME      :  Got feeling to u lah. Haha. Send u a link
               http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrIB5Ojbqns.
               This is hw Singapore well accept to LGBT people. Let me know yours feeling.
HIM    :  eer
  dunno why
  de video is good
  but sumtime dis kind of video
              misleading
              means sometime ppl who are not LGBT who watch dis video, will get infected
  get wat i meant?

ME    :  U mean those who are straight will turn to gay?
HIM  :  Ya
ME    :  Don't know, maybe. Hope u become gay as well. Haha.
            Because I hv feeling to u for the time beeing. Seem I am too much to u, right!!!
            Don't curse me at the back.
HIM  :  wont
i understand ur feeling
last time in (XXX) u already not straight de a ?
hw come i din realize
            haha
 
Luckily, he didn’t unfriend me from the facebook after the chat.
I am just afraid that he will be annoyed when I try to chat with him on the topic again.
I am not afraid that he is a straight as I know the argument that nobody can change ones’ sexual preference as it comes in naturally. 
Then, I will let my feeling on him gone.

Note: I suppose to post this on last week but I am sick due to the skin allergy. Still on the recovery process as it is quite serious. I will post the photo on the part of my body which is attacked by the skin disease in future. It is disgusting. Haha… …

Cheers… …
Kyan