I was just too lazy and the mood was not with me in writing any post last week.
Besides, I will be really busy with my final year project this week.
Since I am quite free last two weeks, I am back to my aunt’s house for a short stay during the weekend.
My aunt’s house is quite near to my university.
In short, I am with my aunt and cousins all the time and I really enjoy the time being with them.
They treat me like their own son and like their younger brother.
However, I just have a feeling that something is missing and incomplete.
I am hoping that my “special someone” is beside me and it keeps me thinking of HIM.
Someone that I can share my joyous moment with.
Someone that I can share my feelings with.
Someone that I can share my thoughts with.
Someone that can comfort me during the hardest time.
Guys, is it loneliness?
Yup, I am so desperate now. Haha… …
Some of you may know who HIM is as I have mentioned HIM in my older post.
The desire on asking HIM about his sexuality becomes stronger these few days.
But I am the one who promise not to disturb him anymore in future after I come out to HIM and tell him the truth that I like HIM.
How dare I am.
Should I write a message to HIM and tell HIM what’s my feelings now?
Asking HIM what’s your preference?
Are you into me?
Below are some parts of the last chatting between me and HIM on facebook:
HIM : eer, no feeling towards gals...
reli a sad case @@
ME : Got feeling to u lah. Haha. Send u a link
This is hw Singapore well accept to LGBT people. Let me know yours feeling.
HIM : eer
dunno why
de video is good
but sumtime dis kind of video
misleading
means sometime ppl who are not LGBT who watch dis video, will get infected
get wat i meant?
ME : U mean those who are straight will turn to gay?
HIM : Ya
ME : Don't know, maybe. Hope u become gay as well. Haha.
Because I hv feeling to u for the time beeing. Seem I am too much to u, right!!!
Don't curse me at the back.
HIM : wont
i understand ur feeling
last time in (XXX) u already not straight de a ?
hw come i din realize
haha
Luckily, he didn’t unfriend me from the facebook after the chat.
I am just afraid that he will be annoyed when I try to chat with him on the topic again.
I am not afraid that he is a straight as I know the argument that nobody can change ones’ sexual preference as it comes in naturally.
Then, I will let my feeling on him gone.
Note: I suppose to post this on last week but I am sick due to the skin allergy. Still on the recovery process as it is quite serious. I will post the photo on the part of my body which is attacked by the skin disease in future. It is disgusting. Haha… …
Cheers… …
Kyan
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