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Hmmmm, again more than two months I didn't blog anything here.

Suddenly feel like me and my D slowly slowly become inseparable.

Life is so short, we have to appreciate on what we have now.

Especially those who love you and you love.

Do something to make yourself and people around you feel happy and meaningful everyday.

Just be yourself.

Just do it when you know that you will regret one day if you didn't do it.

Again, all these thoughts flooded my mind because of my uncle's death last week.
Okay, time to move on and back to reality. No time to be emotional. Haha

I keep reminding my D about our dream future and I even give it a name.
It is called "New Zealand Dream". Hahaha
Why New Zealand leh?

The main reason is New Zealand had just legalized gay marriage last few months, plus it is the nearest country to Malaysia. (Not near also, at least 10 hours flight!)
Whateverlah, both of feel that there is a possibility for us to get a job there.
As D is trying to get his rotation in New Zealand for 10 weeks and then try to get a housemanship there.

By the time D finishes his MBBS,, I would have finish my study.
Hope everything will go smoothly without much difficulties.
But we are preparing for the worst case as well.
I know no matter how as long as two people are working together for the same goal, everything will turn out right at last, right......

"Jia you + Fighting," (To myself, My D and everyone)
D, thank you for being with me 8 months 7 days although we just have a big fight last few day (Hope it is right ya, Oppsssss HAHA)

Love,

Kyan

Dear horrrrrrr!

Hello!!!!!!!

Such a longgggggggggggggggg time didn't update my blog liao.

Hahaha, hope you guys still remember the existence of this blog.

Don't worry, I am still alive :]

Almost 6 months with my D. (Super happy :))

Lots of things happened between me and my D

Sure got sweet and bitter one.

Okay, let me start with the bitter one first as Chinese always say “先苦后甜”. Hahaha

As usual, both of us are bitchy at certain particular matter which we keep fighting and quarreling at 

But keep hugging and kissing at the end (most of the time it just after a few minutes of silence)

(And most of the time, he will come and hug me first, hehe)

So drama horrrrr.

Yes,both of us are drama.

"Dear, if you are reading this post. Don't laugh or say no inside your heart hor.

It's true hor"

Hmmm, so far quarreling due to different opinions and bitchiness seems like the biggest problem between me and my D. hahaha

But, I would like to thank my dear that always ask me for an honest talk to clear all the mess out.

Those talks lead to the solutions of each problems that we faced.

Sometimes, we can just spend few hours in talking and chatting (face to face) like two bitches. hahaha

Sometimes, me even myself also beh tahan=cannot withstand anymore.

But we should continue practicing it as to overcome all the obstacles.

All the guys out there, no matter you're gay, straight, bi, or transgender, LISTEN!

(Suddenly, so serious de????)

"A relationship can only work when both persons are willing to talk and discuss honestly on every single problems and challenges faced in the relationship" 

(the line from my D)

I agreed, won't you?

Hahaha. Okok, too serious liao, that is just from my point of view.

Yeah, forget from my D's point of view as well.

Finally, reach the sweet parts!

Hmmmmm, I should be thankful that I have lots my sweet moments with my D.

Range from a little little thing like saying good morning every single morning (we always compete on who are going to say it first in the morning, hahaha so childish hor)

to a big big thing like driving all the way up to fetch me back.

Shopping, dinning, cooking, swimming, working and more and more.

Hope those last for forever ya. (crossing my fingers now)

Yeah, longing for the Bali trip on next year 2014!

(We book so early because the tickets from Malaysia Airlines are the cheapest among other airlines, hahaha)

I love you, dear. (okok, enough enough liao)

Dear,

Happy Chinese Valentine’s Day

(Forget it just now, remember it once open the google browser :])

To all you guys, happy Chinese Valentine’s Day!

Love,

Kyan

Love Love Love

First time, I decide the title of the blogpost before I finish writting up the post. haha.

Busy with so many things.

Busy with research on my study and my boyfriend (Opps)

Don't know why I just love to cook for him.

So easy to feed him, he likes everthing that I prepare for him.

"Because I put in my love on it????" Wuahahahaha

(Sorry ya, a bit too much)

Feel so glad that I can meet him in my life.

Just want to pour all my love to him, don't care anymore.

Love and to be loved, only can feel it when you really start loving someone.

Love is not blind, love just make our llife more complete.

I saw a meteor again yesterday.

I also dont know why I always have the luck to notice the meteor since I am together with my boyfriend.

Good sign, can make more wishes then. Hahaha.

Make a wish again, hope me and D can be together forever.

(Note: D is the nick name I give to my boyfriend, it sounds nothing special but just love to call him as )
Forget to mention in prrevious blog.

Normally, I will call him D~~~ (wth longer tone) hahaha, know?know?

 (Ooi Ooi, enough is enough)

Repeating this song again and again when I am writting this post.

Although it is a super old song but just nice to listen to during a quite night.

 

 Title: Tonight I celebrate my love

Love you, D

Love,

Kyan

Back to Normal

Huh???? Sound so wrong for the title. Hahaha

I means back to normal day of my life.

Studying, reading, writing and DATING.

Hahaha, that's becoming a normal routine for me now.

My D visited my hometown on last Saturday and he stay at my house as well.

Feel so happy and D said its like we are back to my home for holiday from Canada.

For your information, both of us are planning to move to Canada where gay marriage is recognized and protected under the law. Hopefully.

My mum kept telling me to treat D well when we reached home. She kept smiling at D as she didn't know what to say. Funny moment. Hahaha

(I think it is because my mum didn't know that D is my boyfriend)

D, sorry ya didn't realize that the air-con is too cold for you that night and cann't hug D. :(

I am so happy that I had my first trip with my D to KL last week although it is short and non official as we went there to settle some stuffs. Hehe.

D, I really enjoy the trip.

Thank you, my lovely D

Love

Kyan

First Time :)

Hmmmmmm........ Such a long time I didn't update my blog.

Sorry. Hahaha.

Waiting for the boyfriend to get his stuffs done and I am using his iPad to update my blog. Hehe.

This is my first time of using an iPad to update it. Hahaha.

Bedsides, this is also my first time come to my boyfriend's 'hometown' and have a look on it. Hahaha

So many first time with the boyfriend, below are the list:  LOL

My first boyfriend and last boyfriend. (Hopefully) hahahaha

(Good memories)

First kiss.

First hug.

Fist holding hands

First dating.

First cooking.

First shopping.

First driving together to visit each hometown.

First having the chance to see a meteor and make wishes. ( not easy hor to have seen the meteor just from the balcony of a apartment ) hahaha

First planning for OUR future.

First planning on how is ours first home gonna looked like.

First.......

First......

First.......

First.......

(Bad memories but good lessons)

First being so worried for some one that I loved.

First crying for someone that I loved.

First having little fights with someone that I loved.

First having arguments with someone that I loved. ( because I am too stingy) hahaha

First experiencing car broke down at night.

Dear, hope there are endless of good first time with you in future

Sure there are bad things gonna happen in future, we can overcome all of them, sure we can dear.

I believe that we can.

Thank you, my dear.😘

Love from,

Kyan

Special Chinese New Year????

U guys may think anything special for my Chinese New Year this year as I mention in the title.

Actually it's nothing special for my Chinese New Year on food, places where I visit to or friends and relatives that I meet up.

It's about someone that is special and important to me now come to "knock" my door.

(I think I'm the one who knock his door first. Hahahaha... ... Whatever)

I do believe when you lose someone that you love, the other one who love you will come just in term of time whether it is one year, two year, three... ....

 He appears exactly at the time of 2 years after I lose my father.

It's so coincident, right?

I do believe it is my fate, is it? ( 缘分-yuan fen)

Hahaha, I think so.

Guys, don't give up the things that u're hoping for with the only condition is you have to work on it.

Grab it as "tight" as u can when it appears. (So blunt)

Understand???

Love

Kyan

Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

I know its already the sixth day of the new year.

But it's still not that late, right. Hehe... ...

And it's the time of the year again for the prayer of the day when my father passed away.

Officially it steps into the third year without you.

Dad, how are you been there?

We all are fine here.

I knew you're coming back home on Chinese New Year eve as a moth.

HAHAHA... ...

Chinese believe moth is the animal that represent our passed away relatives.

I tried to do the "huat kueh" by myself yesterday night, but it ended up it doesn't look "huat" <rise up properly> at all.

Haiz... ... But good try.

The higher the cake rises up means the more money we are able to earn. HAHAHA... ...

All Ang Pows that I get from my relatives. Big money, big money... ...hehe :]

 

It's the year of snake.

As my chinese zodiac sign is snake as well means it gonna be a super tough year for me.

I need to be extra careful on decision making.

Think twice before any actions are made.

Good luck to myself.

It's gathering, gathering still gathering with my teachers and friends.

Tension up with their achievements. Sign.

  Quite a few of them graduate from Singapore, UK and Japan.

Asking my friend to bring back a DSLR camera from Japan when he comes back next time.

Much much cheaper there.

Guys, any suggestion for the camera?

Hope he is ok. Hehe... ...

Gonna start working like a bull and horse (做牛做马) from next week.

Don't want to think so much now.

Just wanna relax and enjoy my holidays now. Woohooo... ...

Kyan